Wednesday, May 30, 2012

Tears of Sorrow

My son has been in the hospital now since Sunday 5/27/12.  We were in the Emergency room on the 27th and most of the 28th when he was transferred to UT-HCPC.  My wife woke me this morning with a simple request.  "Will you get up with me?"  as she wiped tears from her eyes.  She explained that she had dreamed of Joshua in the hospital and all he would do was just lay there would not say or do anything.  That she felt so helpless.  His personality and expression gone.  Thank God it was only a dream.  We worry so much about what the future holds for our little guy.  Will the doctors every get the right medication to get him on a road stability without him being sedated all the time?  Will he keep that sweet personality and wonderful laugh that brings such joy to those around him?  We sure hope and pray that they are able to pull him out of this dark place he has gone.  We miss our little man.

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